Waiting

Yesterday's follow-up appointment revealed mixed news. My urine doesn't have too much protein in it (good!) but my BP continues to rise (bad!). Additionally, I feel terrible physically. It's like a switch was flipped this week because I've felt pretty good until now.
The plan is fir me to hang in there over this weekend and if I don't deliver on my own, I go back to the OB on Tuesday and we decide on a plan. I do not feel comfortable letting this go on for much longer. My health is in decline and I'm not ok with that. I wanted to get this little girl to 40 weeks but if we have to evict her at some point during her 39th week, I have to be ok with it. It's not what I'd hoped for, but that's life.